Just when I got ticked off enough and decided to message someone to stop their spamming (they’ve been doing so for over a month), tumblr won’t let me send messages! 

GRRR STOP SPAMMING.

I can’t believe I slept for 11 hours! I know the number of hours is not that astonishing… but BLAHH I have so much to do today! 

Thoughts that I need to get out of my system in order for me to be productive:

1. I absolutely cannot wait for my new macbook air!!! Just for a little while, I want to go to class to actually take notes and feel like a keener.  And now that I don’t have to choose between bringing my books and a laptop, maybe sometimes I’ll sit down at a nice coffee shop with my study materials… and with a nice drink in hand :) :) *day dreams* Realistically, being keen in class and setting peaceful time aside to study won’t last very long.
2. It’s still a little early into the semester and I’m kind of struggling to keep up in school. Although a lot of things are going on at once everyday, I can’t believe I forgot that my essay is due tomorrow! I need to figure out how I can maximize my efficiency (and memory)…
3. I’m really digging the weather lately. Good thing it’s not too hot when it’s sunny. I hope I’ll have a bit more time later on next month to go shopping for more summer attire.
4. I’m wondering about what I should make/cook for my next picnic with the bf :)
5. Getting kind of annoyed with my thick, long hair. I definitely don’t want to cut it, but the weather makes it so prone to greasiness :( Maybe I should try learning how to french-braid again.

cindylouhoo:

being in the right environment with some great people really reaffirms that I love what I’m doing.

Very well said.

It was about 8pm when I went for a jog today. It’s strange—I feel like the world slows down whenever I run. I think it’s because of how jogging allows me to be alone with my thoughts, and how those thoughts are in the absence of everyday pressures and responsibilities. As my mind wandered, a man jogged past me with his dog. It instantly reminded me of the pet that I’ve had since I was a child.

His name was Lucky, and he was a mix of different breeds. The unique thing about him was that he always had this patch of hair underneath one eye that was visibly lighter than the rest of his fur. I can vividly remember the day we first met. I was about 5 or 6 at that time, and he was still very young and could barely open his eyes. My parents knew the owners who owned a large family of dogs. Due to how young he was, they weren’t keen on letting us take him so soon, but allowed us to visit him from time to time. I remember that when my dad placed him on my lap, he shriveled up and shivered from the cold. Little did I know that aside from my family, he was going to be one of my long-standing companions.

Lucky had died about three or four years ago from old age. One day my dad went out to his pen to feed him, but found him lying there without a breath. We decided to bury him in our backyard where he will always be near us. Thinking back to the times that I’ve shared and didn’t share with Lucky, I can’t help but feel very regretful. I remember how I used to play with him when I was a kid. I would always hang around in the backyard and watch him. But the years flew by, and people change in time. I was less interested in spending time with my dog and more interested in the superficial things that appealed to girls as they grow up.

If he could be here with me today, I think I would take him for a long walk and maybe feed him those chicken bones that he liked. There are a lot of things I wish I did for my dog while he was still alive. I wish I played with him, took him on more walks and gave him more showers so he could roam freely in our house. Most of all, I wish that I didn’t forget about him and gave him consistent love. I wish I could let him know that I love and miss him, and how I’m so sorry.

I think this case can easily apply to people and their loved ones. It’s so easy to push aside or forget about those closest to you because you always think that they’re going to be there. It’s easy to take others for granted and think that you can make it up to them in the future—but we don’t know how many years or even days others have left.

RIP Lucky.

I would probably consider myself to be a very understanding person. Even when someone upsets me or acts a certain way, I quickly see things from their perspective and consider the factors that shape them the way that they are.

BUT THIS PERSON DRIVES ME INSANE.

I cannot comphrehend how anyone can be so damn annoying. My head spins from her chattering. Sometimes I feel so frustrated from not being able to hear my own voice (inside of my head) that I can’t help but frown/glare. I always thought I could be polite in any circumstance but I guess everyone has their limits.

It has officially started.

Anonymous asked: What is your favorite thing to do in your spare time?

Hm that’s tough question… I guess I don’t have much free time in general. When I get overly stressed, I make time to go shopping and oogle pictures of clothes/accessories? I used to play piano, oil paint and write fiction while I had more time in high school. After I’m done with extracirricular activities next year, I want to pick up some active hobbies, such as long distance running and improving my biking skills.